oni_ishtar ([info]oni_ishtar) wrote,
@ 2008-02-08 15:40:00
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Current mood: alone
Current music:Comfortably Numb-Pink Floyd
Entry tags:comfortably numb, emo poems, emo poetry, pink floyd, poems, poetry, song inspired

I can't explain you would not understand, This is not how I am.
It hurts.

To feel like you’re wasting your youth.

It hurts.

To feel like you gave so much, and it all meant nothing.

It hurts,

To have so much passion, and no one to share it with.

It hurts,

To be selfish.

To watch those around you happy, and to be jealous.

It hurts,

To feel as if your home is the hard place on the other side of you and the rock.

It hurts.

To be played with, to be yanked around continuously, thinking you’ve escaped every time
your thrown away, every time you’ve finally healed, only to be pulled in once again.

It hurts.

To have so much angst and feel like a fool for it.

It hurts.

To pretend.

It hurts,

To be so overwhelmed with emotion, to shake so bad you cant hold the pencil anymore-cant
get to your feet without tripping, cant hold glass for the fear it’ll slip and break.

It hurts.

To hide, always hiding.

It hurts,

To wish for a swift, abrupt-

end.




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[info]starryskies
2008-02-08 11:51 pm UTC (link)
Hey you!

So I'm roleplaying on MySpace now with my friend, and I remembered when I started that you wanted to read the logs. Anyway, if you want to check it out, my profile as Jude is here, and if you want to join us, that'd be awesome too.

Oh, and *hugs*

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[info]oni_ishtar
2008-02-09 03:40 am UTC (link)
^_________^ thanks so much! i cant wait to check it out!!!!!

*hugs*

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[info]blut_kruez
2008-02-09 12:52 am UTC (link)
I really liked this. I know how that feels.

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[info]oni_ishtar
2008-02-09 03:39 am UTC (link)
Thanks :) i appreciate the comment. The only way for me to not be like this in real life is to get it out on paper, and thus the internet.

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[info]blut_kruez
2008-02-09 07:25 pm UTC (link)
I know what you mean, at least you're good at finding a better outlet for it though. It really does help.

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